…died for you. He didn't do it with a grudge; He didn't do it because He had to. He chose humanity; He chose you. He invites You into life with Him, life in Him. It is a current reality for you today, whether you feel it or not, whether you want it or not, whether you've just sinned, or just finished praying. Jesus wants more of you consumed and brought to life in Him.
Take a moment to welcome Him more into your life (don't worry if you feel it or not — He's aware of your will, and hears your prayers even if it doesn't seem like it).