You know what pro Christians know?
They're not pros, and there is no such thing.
Just saying it one more time: You need to remind yourself everyday of the basics. It's why I like writing everyday about the same things (for me and for you). Humans have to hear things over and over. We're all cups with a hole at the bottom. Pour something in, and it will leak out slowly. It's your job to keep refilling it with good stuff.
So, Jesus rescued you. You don't deserve it, never deserved it and He wanted to do it. You're good deeds don't make you right with God, your sins don't get you kicked out of Heaven.
Jesus is your salvation, Jesus is your peace, Jesus is your life.